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Wednesday, March 20, 2013

Order In The Court! Only God Can Judge Me.



   Everyone knows those famous tattoos with the praying hands wrapped in a beaded rosary, written beneath in a edgy font: "Only God Can Judge Me." We see them everywhere, someone in your family probably has one they're so common. Then we get the Christians that love to point out how that isn't true at all.. but is it? Yes and No is the quick answer. It really depends on how you're defining the word 'judge', to whom it is you're 'judging', and why it is you're 'judging' this person. (Christians, and Non believers alike can equally benefit from and enjoy this.) Lets break in down Barney style real quick:

    Matthew 7:1-5 Clearly states not to judge. (Im guessing this is where the tattoo idea sprouted from?) But to get a clear picture, you have to read scripture in context. You can never take a verse, define it yourself, and try to make it truth. Because if you read on to verse 6, Jesus is commanding the disciples to make a judgement on who could be 'pigs' or 'dogs.'
“Judge not, that you be not judged. (vs 1) “Do not give dogs what is holy, and do not throw your pearls before pigs, lest they trample them underfoot and turn to attack you."(vs 6)

       Again in Scripture, we see Paul the Apostle making a judgment in 1 Corinthians 5:11: 

"But now I am writing to you not to associate with anyone who bears the name of brother if he is guilty of sexual immorality or greed, or is an idolater, reviler, drunkard, or swindler—not even to eat with such a one"

    Paul is speaking of a proclaiming Christian man who is sleeping with his father's wife, with no intention of stopping, here in chapter 5. He even goes as far to reprimand the church of Corinth for not making a judgment against this unrepentant Christian in 5:5-8. This whole chapter, especially verse 12, shows us of WHOM he is speaking of judging, a proclaiming Christian.  "For what have I to do with judging outsiders? Is it not those inside the church whom you are to judge?"

    This parallels Jesus' statement in Matthew 7:6. Jesus, and even Paul the Apostle, are calling us to make a righteous judgement that correlates with the standard of Christ and His Word. They are calling Christians to make a righteous judgement against Christians. For more scriptural backing- Matthew 7:15-18 talks about "false prophets," those are self-proclaiming christians, not non-believers. “Watch out for false prophets. They come to you in sheep’s clothing, but inwardly they are ferocious wolves. 16 By their fruit you will recognize them." We can judge the genuineness of these "trees." All believing and proclaiming Christians are submitting themselves under the standards of God, of Christ. (This "standard" was stated during the Sermon on the Mount in Matthew chapter 5-7.) We are to judge these trees based off their fruits according to this Standard.
    Now look closely, we're almost done here. Every Christian has the right to discern another Christian's "fruit" or spirit, however, condemning on the basis of self-righteousness is something Jesus cautions us of  in Matthew 2:1-3:  “Do not judge, or you too will be judged. For in the same way you judge others, you will be judged, and with the measure you use, it will be measured to you. “Why do you look at the speck of sawdust in your brother’s eye and pay no attention to the plank in your own eye? We are to be the hands and feet of Christ in humility, grace, perspective, and mercy.

    But how can we pass judgement on a non-believer who has not submitted themselves under this same standard? (Not to say there is exemption from obeying and submitting to Christ, non-believers will be judged under the law, but that is for another blog one day.) When we try to, this is where conversion to moralism is achieved and not a genuine love and fear of the Lord.
    Are we called to testify to non-believers about the goodness of Christ and the Hope in Him while also bidding them to die to their flesh and sins? Yes! But where in that is judging? The difference between Proclaiming and Judging is the heart behind it- when it comes to the non-believers. Again I say, we are to be the hands and feet of Christ in humility, grace, perspective, and mercy. Presenting a knowledge of sin and of the Redeemer from it. Never condemning. 

I really hope this clears up the different in judging and condemning- and who, why, and how, we are to "judge." The Kingdom is at hand we don't have time to get wrapped up in silly quarrels, walk around with bitterness from giving or receiving condemnation. I'll leave you with one last scripture of encouragement- 
"Those who consider themselves religious and yet do not keep a tight rein on their tonguesdeceive themselves, and their religion is worthless. Religion that God our Father accepts as pure and faultless is this: to look after orphans and widows in their distress and to keep oneself from being polluted by the world." -James 1:26-27

Too much love,
HJ



Tuesday, March 19, 2013

Whatever You Do...



     For about two months now one of the things Ive been praying consistently is for opportunity to serve God. I moved here from Texas where I was a "worship leader", an intern in a school of ministry, learning and ministering constantly. I was a leader in a youth group, I had shows (musical) every single weekend and outreaches. I was constantly busy and serving. So when I moved to Chicago I pretty much started from the bottom. (no pun intended) 
    I have no friends, I have no shows, Im not in school, and whatever else is exceedingly different about my life here in Chicago. Because of such the turn my life took I started off really frustrated, in tears, praying to God to give me an opportunity to serve and glorify Him. "Anything, anywhere, I'll take anything!!" I'd cry out hating my down time.

    Ive recently been reading the book The Pursuit of God by AW Towzer -Wow! What a gem! You should really check it out!- And upon reading the last chapter, always so bitter sweet, The Lord really altered my heart and mind on this distressful matter. I was dividing my life into secular and Spiritual portions not understanding that I can glorify God, even in the seemingly small acts, throughout my everyday life.

In the Old Testament God set up sacred days, and times, clothes, foods, dates, and places. He needed to teach the people that He alone was holy and to be praised. That the people were to fear and reverence Him! But when Jesus died on the cross as our atonement, the veil of the temple was torn top to bottom, representing the divide between us and the holiness of God, open freely to all. (Matthew 27:51)  Inviting and commanding us to worship in "Spirit and in truth" (John 4:21, 23, 24) Now there is no divide in holy days and times, clothes, acts, and places. For example, the building is no longer the church, but the believer itself is the church. There are no holy clothes to wear, or a certain place where we should pray, a certain food we should eat on a certain day. We just LIVE as an act of holy worship. As long as my heart is in the right place, anything can be worship to God.
"So, whether you eat or drink, or whatever you do, do all to the glory of God" 
1 Corinthians 10:31 


   Do I still want to serve my local church, evangelize in the streets and at shows, use my gifts to worship the Lord? Very much so! But upon realizing all I just told you, I am a bit more satisfied knowing just because Im not doing all those things every week like I want to be, just because the Lord has me in a season of stillness, doesn't mean I am not glorifying God at all. I can glorify Him by cleaning up the house, cooking my godparents dinner, or just reading a book, when my heart is bent to glorify God. And for you, just going to work as a laborer, a lawyer, or a check-out boy, can all serve and glorify Christ although you may FEEL other wise. Also, all the other seemingly small things. Keyword: seemingly.

   Through much prayer and renewing of our minds we need that secular/Spiritual divide to be taken down in our lives. And Im not talking about the dualistic "integrity" of being a Christian and living like one that we think of, and most refer to, when talking about a secular/spiritual divide. Look at Jesus -the perfect example- everything He did was unto His Father. His mind wasn't only on glorifying just when He was healing or praying, but always. There was no divide in His heart depending on the act or motion. And it starts when the eye of our heart, our affection, is fully turned towards God.

**DISCLAIMER: Yes, ALL can be done to the Glory of God, but not all things are equal. Evangelizing will do more damage for the Kingdom than planting a garden will, although both are equally pleasing to God with the right heart. This in no way exempts Christian from going out and being the hands and feet of Christ. It just breaks the divide between the Spiritual and secular living. Our lives, as Christians, should not be so easily divided, EVERYTHING should be done in Spiritual awareness to the Glory of God. 

Too much love,
HJ



Friday, March 15, 2013

This Aint Just For Your Coffee Mug!


  

    When I try to tell a complete stranger about Christ I feel like a mumbling idiot; I'm almost positive I definitely look like one too. I know how good He is in my heart, why I adore and worship Him, but for some reason it's extremely hard or me to articulate. For example, I saw this girl while walking outside a gas station one summer morning. She was screaming obscenities into her phone, false eyelashes drooping off due to the tear overload, while pacing back and forth. (I seem to favor these kind of situation of distress for sharing Christ, not sure why?) Of course I ventured into closer proximities to listen in on her conversation, while trying to maintain the look of an innocent bystander. I felt an urgency: go give her Hope. What the heck? Where would I even start? "Um, Hi, Im HJ and I see you're having a rather rough day. I know this seems random, but I wanted to just relate with you in hope of telling you about The Savior", I go over in my head. That sounds so stupid, she'll cuss me our for sure...
   I bee-lined straight for this tear-drenched, heart broken young lady. "Okay, maybe she'll respond better to some kindness," I thought to myself. So I offered to buy her a water. My palms were extremely sweaty and my heart must have been visibly beating against my t-shirt. "Lord, give me words," I muttered under my breath. Long story short- we spent two hours talking about her situation, stuttering, I told her about peace in Christ. I exchanged my number and invited her to church the next night. Sadly, she never showed and I haven't heard from Mookie till this day. But that memory crossed my mind as I was reading Matthew 11:28-30 (ESV) today.

"Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.”

   With the help of A.W. Tozer, and the Holy Spirit, Now I have a brighter understanding of what this portion of scripture really means. This "labor" Jesus is speaking of is not a physical load, but an inner-dwelling weight. The burdens of pride, artificiality, and even pretense are killers. They weigh on human hearts like a ton of bricks. Keeping up with them daily, even momentarily, causes much distress at a soul level. Christ came to release troubles, to free us from the weight of these sins. The good news is we don't have to walk in them, there is a Saviour.
   When we are finding ourselves in Him, in His "gentle and lowly heart", (meekness, as the King James Version states) there we are free. The "rest" He promises us is FREEDOM! Freedom from our sin, and from ourselves. Now I see why this awesome verse is on so many coffee mugs and bible covers ;) 
   This is what I knew in my heart that day, the reason why I love Jesus, and trust in Him. The reason why I even wanted to approach her at that awkward gas station to begin with. I just didn't know how to articulate it. If I would of known the depth of this passage that one summer morning, and the other times Ive tried to relate the Gospel message to strangers Ive approached, I feel like I could have been more productive. (Not to say Christ didn't use my silly, confusing words to plant a seed anyways.) 


"..but in your hearts honor Christ the Lord as holy, always being prepared to make a defense to anyone who asks you for a reason for the hope that is in you; yet do it with gentleness and respect.." 1 Peter 3:15 ESV

Too much love,
HJ

Monday, March 11, 2013

You Cant Switch Step #1 With Step #2. Ever.





*This is 99% taken straight from the pages of my journal.

   I feel like I just found out the most valuable piece of wisdom I have ever understood in my life- this one is seriously a life changer!!

   In focusing on my failures, in taking my eyes off of Christ, I end up trying to fix my hurts and failures myself- In turn, failing even harder. Which leads to self condemnation... and then Im just digging the biggest hole because there is no strength in me that can heal my own heart. When I just focus on Christ, dwelling with Him, in realtions with Him, He does the rest. If I am truly seeking him with a thirsty heart, a "poor spirit" as Matthew 5:3 puts it, He fills me with love and every other good spiritual fruit. He grows me, prunes me, heals me, and strengthens my faith in Him. The more I love Jesus is the more I hate sin, that's a fact. 
   It can never work the other way around. When I try, and have greatly tried in the past, and will probably do again in the future, to switch out Step one (love God), and make it to be step two, and vise versa, I have and will always fail. I don't start to hate my sin- and then the more I do that- begin to love Jesus. That "formula" is actually IMPOSSIBLE according to the truths of the Scripture. Romans 3:10-11:

"as it is written:
“None is righteous, no, not one;
 No one understands;
 No one seeks for God.""

   We cannot even love or please Jesus apart from Him giving us a heart for Him! There is no way to reverse these "steps". (And I use these words lightly because this isn't a self help book Im writing here.) I'm just wanting to share what the Lord has revealed to me: Stop trying to clean up your life and heal your own heart. If you could, If I could, we wouldn't need the Great Physician to start with.  
   God is most glorified and pleased when we are most satisfied in Him. He takes the rest from there. In our still moments alone with our Saviour, pouring out our hearts and reaching out to know more of Him, is where He comes in and refines us. We focus on Him as He refines us, never refining ourselves in order to focus more on Christ. That's where false religion, pride, and a false heart for God is created. 


Too much love,
HJ